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12.13.00, 10:15 a.m.

Oh yeah, I love it when being critically minded or politically responsible is considered "pretentious." Is this why Bush won in America?

9:43 a.m. || what democracy definitely doesn't look like

There are several moments in the Dungeons & Dragons film that feel more unreal than the bad CGI cityscapes and horned dragons. No scene is more jarring than when the teenage Empress appeals to the ruling Council on behalf of equality and democracy. In a cavernous, opera box-lined chamber, she argues, "The people have put their faith in you, it is your responsibility to the people!" But the Council, populated by aging white men in volumnious robes, visibly panic in response to Lord Profidion's dire pronouncements: "We will lose everything if we give in to her ridiculous demands for equality!" As Profidion scoffs at what he calls the "idealism of the young," the Empress sweeps out of the room to prepare for civil war in the capital.

Dragons are called, flames are thrown with the merest gesture, building spires topple, weirdly clawed rods are seized and subseqeuntly broken. And yet at the end of the conflict the Empress is able to declare, "I proclaim that you are all equal!" Cheers all around.

I snorted (and cringed) during these scenes. Is this supposed to be a sincere tribute to liberal democracy? It feels impossibly unreal, or willfully naive. As if the mere declaration of legal equality ("I proclaim that...") could signal democracy when the distribution of wealth and resources remains skewed. As if the promise of abstract citizenship ("...you are all equal!") did not collude with a hegemonic body politic that continues to maintain uneven social relations. Sound familiar?

Mark woke me up this morning with, "I have bad news."

I rolled over and said grimly, "I hate America."

So, should it be Canada or a mohawk?